Thursday, April 29, 2010
Short post before im out to study :D
SS- Being a very smart girl, i read the question wrongly and ended up not being able to complete the paper ._.
I know i'm smart for that :B
Hmtl- Got the want to sleep feel.
HAHAHHA.
Wrote crappppppps :B
That's all for you people. :D
I'm happy that D made the right choice :DDDDD
Maybe you're just feeling guilty.
Maybe it's just what we call - infatuation.
Maybe you just felt you needed me.
Maybe you understood your heart wrongly.
Maybe you're just trying to thank me, for caring.
Maybe you got a screw loose and dont know what's best.
That night, i was extremely happy.
But the more i think,
The more it seems like a lie to me.
I dont know what's wrong with me.
But maybe, the past made me like that.
I'm so afraid that history repeats itself.
I know the feeling is there.
But i also know that i may fall harder than before.
I believe , you wouldnt make me cry again, right?
Maybe i should learn to trust :D
Edit/
Im back :D
Studying wasnt exactly productive.
Was like super tired please ):
Studied for a while then home-d :D
Im like so super tired.
Actually im not supposed to be here.
But my superb dad asked me to check somthing when im like so freaking effing tired.
So i kindof got addicted ):
My eyes are tearing like madmadmad ):
Update tmr. :/
♥imperfections doesnt kill.
6:33:00 PM
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Was out studying for tmr's ss paper.
'cause apparently, someone told me that if i stayed at home, i will sleep ._.
True, butbut, damn mean.
Hmpf.
Studying was as productive as how i expected it to be.
Productivity: 1 star.
Entertaining: 3 star.
HAHAHHA :B
Somehow, it's been runnning through my mind over and over again.It seems to good to be true.And, i'm really afraid.
♥imperfections doesnt kill.
11:45:00 PM
Monday, April 26, 2010
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Is is true that tomorrow will be better.
Or was it just a lie to keep people going?
Today, many things happened.
1. I'm proud of myself for showing an act of intergrity by passing over to Mr ong a phone i found in the girls toilet.
2. Studied for like 2 hours plus with huiting.
There's totally rare you see.
3. I got scolded by Mrs ong for talking :B
Not scolded, she just told me not to. Hahahhas.
4. Mrs ong said that since i put on braces, i've been asking weird questions :B
True uh, feeling dumb nowadays.
5. Mrs ong said that each time she turned to look at us, Jk would either be turning to the back/left.
And i'm so guilty.
'cause i just so happen to be on his left ._.
6. Six hours marathon plan with Jk on next monday :D
*Anticipates*
7. The stupid pimple left an ugly scar on my face.
Apparently, it explains why i've been feeling down.
8. I cant find my rubberband and hasnt been putting it for quite awhile. ):
9. Think daddy's not bringing me to guangzhou.
There goes my chance of staying in a flat with a golf course right below ):
10. I'm still vexed over one thing ):
That's about it.
Studying, sooon :D
Somehow, i missed you a lot today.But, no, i cant keep feeling like that.
♥imperfections doesnt kill.
8:53:00 PM
Sunday, April 25, 2010
After some blog hopping,
I realised that everyone's busy mugging ):
I dont like it. Hmpf.
I havent touched on anything i should >:(
Finefine, i'll mug like you guys starting from tmr.
I seriously hope that i mean what i'm saying.
If not, i'll just.
SIMPLY.FLUNK.MY.EXAMS.
Thou i'm still feeling lucky that this is not o levels :B
Hardcore mugging up ahead :D
Feels like such a loser not being able to keep to what i planed for myself.
Grr.
Oh, homeworks all undone.
Join me, someone :D
Someone looked my brother up and asked him to be model :O
I warned him not to get cheated :D
Such a good sister i am :B
Heh.
Talked many things with D.
Dug out some of the things that have been on his mind all this while.
Maybe what you said is right.
But well, dont give in.
You've got to stay strong.
I like the plan that you're going to play on him :D
I'll support you - definitely :D
I just killed two ants by accident today :(
Guilty much.
:/
The stupid karma thing that has been a 'hot topic' in class is haunting me.
I dont like it :(
You made me learn.I'm getting on better, i guess.
♥imperfections doesnt kill.
9:30:00 PM
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Tuition was alright today.
Wanted to meet CC for study date.
But someone, i ended up sleeping and it was raining.
Was still sleeping soundly till i got DISTURBED BY A CALL FROM HYG >:(
Besides that,
I've been scratching my pimple accidently many times a day ):
Pissed. Angry. Sad.
Today aint productive.
Shall do some mugging tonight :D
(I'll try)
Forgoodness sake, stop thinking you're oh-so-wonderful/perfect.
the world doesnt revolve around you.
There's lots of opportunities everywhere.
Dont think we'll die without you.
'cause i can tell you we definitely wont.
Stop saying people like as if you've never made a mistake before.
Maybe you're the one that needs to do some self reflection, fucker.
You think you're great,
I tell you, not at all.
You're a loser who doesnt even know what is the right thing to do.
And please, dont crap by inking some unrelated stuffs.
We dont give a damn, get it.
You can jolly well fuck off and find someone you deem fit for it.
And you'll know, you've lost the really good ones.
If this is how you're going to handle stuffs.
You can jolly well prepare and wait to fall.
'cause i'm effing sure you will.
Trust me on this, i cant be wrong.
'Cause you jolly well cant even teach your child well.
You cant.
At least me and alvin is definitely better than your _____.
You've always been seeing things from your point of view.
One day, when you find out the other, i tell you, too late.
There and then, i'll be sitting right here, laughing at your own STUPIDNESS.
Yes, i said that.
You think they'll thank you?
Hahahha, dont be naive , stupid ass.
One day, they'll just pick a fight with you.
And i cant wait to see who has the last laugh.
Thou deep inside, i know you've already lost the battle.
I know i'll get on well one day,
Even if it means i'm all on my own.
D, dont put it on mind.
'cause it's not at all worth.
Things will get better.
♥imperfections doesnt kill.
5:47:00 PM
Friday, April 23, 2010
I'M AWESOME , FOR BEING THIS HAPPY AFTER FAILING MY TEST.
This aint the first anyway.
Hahahha
But i'm so going to study for prelims okk :D
Mye - we'll see.
Walau, i got like 'cheated' by Alvin yap.
My 2.4 timing is actuallt 15.
But it's ok to me cause i merely wanted to pass :D
Had fun imitating his(pcy) actions with devin and co :D
Laughed loads.
I think i'm getting better at imitations :D
Maths class was time for laughters as usual.
Realised that jk and i keep playing and talking and it seems that someone is jealous oh ;x
But dont care. :x
Tons of homework this weekend.
And i cant find the most important one that i need tmr - tuition homework ):
Urgh.
Besides that, still got many things bothering this lil brain of mine ):
Grr.
♥imperfections doesnt kill.
10:22:00 PM
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Urghhh.
I'm in a freaking bad mood.
Putting what that fucker did, aside, there's still many shit.
Sorry, if i showed you attitude.
Seriously sorry.
Spent 3hrs at Mrs Lai's place today.
Longgggg tuition.
Plus, we got to try three of her desserts :D
Chen test tmr.
I tell you, i dont know a shit ):
And i mean it.
But well, my motive here is to tell people that there's show tmr.
'cause i'm freaking going to scold PHUA CHENG YOU.
Ok, you may say it's childish and all to scold him over such a small thing.
But hey, how would you have felt.
If you spent a long while thinking of what to give a friend on her birthday.
And some bitch ass just freaking say out everything.
Omg, i shall chill.
Urghhhh.
I've got the feeling that you've been lying to me all this while.Time to tell the truth.
♥imperfections doesnt kill.
8:48:00 PM
Sony w-350 / 380 (Gold / red!) :DD
