Angeline.♥

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Short post before im out to study :D

SS- Being a very smart girl, i read the question wrongly and ended up not being able to complete the paper ._.

I know i'm smart for that :B

Hmtl- Got the want to sleep feel.

HAHAHHA.

Wrote crappppppps :B

That's all for you people. :D

I'm happy that D made the right choice :DDDDD

~~Maybe you're just feeling guilty.~~

~~Maybe it's just what we call - infatuation.~~

~~Maybe you just felt you needed me.~~

~~Maybe you understood your heart wrongly.~~

~~Maybe you're just trying to thank me, for caring.~~

~~Maybe you got a screw loose and dont know what's best.~~

~~That night, i was extremely happy.~~

~~But the more i think,~~

~~The more it seems like a lie to me.~~

~~I dont know what's wrong with me.~~

~~But maybe, the past made me like that.~~

~~I'm so afraid that history repeats itself.~~

~~I know the feeling is there.~~

~~But i also know that i may fall harder than before.~~

~~I believe , you wouldnt make me cry again, right?~~

Maybe i should learn to trust :D

Edit/

Im back :D

Studying wasnt exactly productive.

Was like super tired please ):

Studied for a while then home-d :D

Im like so super tired.

Actually im not supposed to be here.

But my superb dad asked me to check somthing when im like so freaking effing tired.

So i kindof got addicted ):

My eyes are tearing like madmadmad ):

Update tmr. :/

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

6:33:00 PM

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Was out studying for tmr's ss paper.
'cause apparently, someone told me that if i stayed at home, i will sleep ._.
True, butbut, damn mean.
Hmpf.
Studying was as productive as how i expected it to be.
Productivity: 1 star.
Entertaining: 3 star.
HAHAHHA :B

Somehow, it's been runnning through my mind over and over again.
It seems to good to be true.
And, i'm really afraid.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

11:45:00 PM

Monday, April 26, 2010

Is is true that tomorrow will be better.
Or was it just a lie to keep people going?

Today, many things happened.
1. I'm proud of myself for showing an act of intergrity by passing over to Mr ong a phone i found in the girls toilet.

2. Studied for like 2 hours plus with huiting.
There's totally rare you see.

3. I got scolded by Mrs ong for talking :B
Not scolded, she just told me not to. Hahahhas.

4. Mrs ong said that since i put on braces, i've been asking weird questions :B
True uh, feeling dumb nowadays.

5. Mrs ong said that each time she turned to look at us, Jk would either be turning to the back/left.
And i'm so guilty.
'cause i just so happen to be on his left ._.

6. Six hours marathon plan with Jk on next monday :D
*Anticipates*

7. The stupid pimple left an ugly scar on my face.
Apparently, it explains why i've been feeling down.

8. I cant find my rubberband and hasnt been putting it for quite awhile. ):

9. Think daddy's not bringing me to guangzhou.
There goes my chance of staying in a flat with a golf course right below ):

10. I'm still vexed over one thing ):

That's about it.
Studying, sooon :D

Somehow, i missed you a lot today.
But, no, i cant keep feeling like that.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

8:53:00 PM

Sunday, April 25, 2010

After some blog hopping,
I realised that everyone's busy mugging ):
I dont like it. Hmpf.
I havent touched on anything i should >:(
Finefine, i'll mug like you guys starting from tmr.
I seriously hope that i mean what i'm saying.
If not, i'll just.
SIMPLY.FLUNK.MY.EXAMS.
Thou i'm still feeling lucky that this is not o levels :B
Hardcore mugging up ahead :D
Feels like such a loser not being able to keep to what i planed for myself.
Grr.
Oh, homeworks all undone.
Join me, someone :D

Someone looked my brother up and asked him to be model :O
I warned him not to get cheated :D
Such a good sister i am :B
Heh.

Talked many things with D.
Dug out some of the things that have been on his mind all this while.
Maybe what you said is right.
But well, dont give in.
You've got to stay strong.
I like the plan that you're going to play on him :D
I'll support you - definitely :D

I just killed two ants by accident today :(
Guilty much.
:/
The stupid karma thing that has been a 'hot topic' in class is haunting me.
I dont like it :(

You made me learn.
I'm getting on better, i guess.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

9:30:00 PM

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Tuition was alright today.

Wanted to meet CC for study date.

But someone, i ended up sleeping and it was raining.

Was still sleeping soundly till i got DISTURBED BY A CALL FROM HYG >:(

Besides that,
I've been scratching my pimple accidently many times a day ):

Pissed. Angry. Sad.

Today aint productive.

Shall do some mugging tonight :D

(I'll try)

Forgoodness sake, stop thinking you're oh-so-wonderful/perfect.

the world doesnt revolve around you.

There's lots of opportunities everywhere.

Dont think we'll die without you.

'cause i can tell you we definitely wont.

Stop saying people like as if you've never made a mistake before.

Maybe you're the one that needs to do some self reflection, fucker.

You think you're great,

I tell you, not at all.

You're a loser who doesnt even know what is the right thing to do.

And please, dont crap by inking some unrelated stuffs.

We dont give a damn, get it.

You can jolly well fuck off and find someone you deem fit for it.

And you'll know, you've lost the really good ones.

If this is how you're going to handle stuffs.

You can jolly well prepare and wait to fall.

'cause i'm effing sure you will.

Trust me on this, i cant be wrong.

'Cause you jolly well cant even teach your child well.

You cant.

At least me and alvin is definitely better than your _____.

You've always been seeing things from your point of view.

One day, when you find out the other, i tell you, too late.

There and then, i'll be sitting right here, laughing at your own STUPIDNESS.

Yes, i said that.

You think they'll thank you?

Hahahha, dont be naive , stupid ass.

One day, they'll just pick a fight with you.

And i cant wait to see who has the last laugh.

Thou deep inside, i know you've already lost the battle.

I know i'll get on well one day,

Even if it means i'm all on my own.

D, dont put it on mind.

'cause it's not at all worth.

Things will get better.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

5:47:00 PM

Friday, April 23, 2010

I'M AWESOME , FOR BEING THIS HAPPY AFTER FAILING MY TEST.
This aint the first anyway.
Hahahha
But i'm so going to study for prelims okk :D
Mye - we'll see.
Walau, i got like 'cheated' by Alvin yap.
My 2.4 timing is actuallt 15.
But it's ok to me cause i merely wanted to pass :D
Had fun imitating his(pcy) actions with devin and co :D
Laughed loads.
I think i'm getting better at imitations :D
Maths class was time for laughters as usual.
Realised that jk and i keep playing and talking and it seems that someone is jealous oh ;x
But dont care. :x
Tons of homework this weekend.
And i cant find the most important one that i need tmr - tuition homework ):
Urgh.
Besides that, still got many things bothering this lil brain of mine ):
Grr.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

10:22:00 PM

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Urghhh.
I'm in a freaking bad mood.
Putting what that fucker did, aside, there's still many shit.
Sorry, if i showed you attitude.
Seriously sorry.
Spent 3hrs at Mrs Lai's place today.
Longgggg tuition.
Plus, we got to try three of her desserts :D
Chen test tmr.
I tell you, i dont know a shit ):
And i mean it.
But well, my motive here is to tell people that there's show tmr.
'cause i'm freaking going to scold PHUA CHENG YOU.
Ok, you may say it's childish and all to scold him over such a small thing.
But hey, how would you have felt.
If you spent a long while thinking of what to give a friend on her birthday.
And some bitch ass just freaking say out everything.
Omg, i shall chill.
Urghhhh.

I've got the feeling that you've been lying to me all this while.
Time to tell the truth.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

8:48:00 PM

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Nothing's going right, and i dont like it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MELISSA MOK :D
I know i'm not the first.
But it's alright.
'cause you know, it's the thought that counts :DD
Time flies yeah.
It's been 3 years plus.
I never knew i'd meet a friend like you,
Who never fails to be there when i cried.
(True enough, you've always been the one by my side when i cried in school)
And for that, i really thank you a lot.
'cause if it havent been for you,
I may not have understood so much.
You seem to understand everything,
Even without me having to say a word.
And i'm touched for that. (:
Four years in the same class.
Not everyone gets to enjoy being in the same class with their friends for this long.
And i'm lucky yeah?
I know we did many stupid things together.
But those were truly fun times :D
Thinking back, i wouldnt mind if someone were to invent a time machine and take us back to the past.
(Sounds like some love letter contents:B)
But it's alright.
'cause i love you.
Heh (:
We may be single.
But i'm sure, we're as strong as anyone else.
And let's not get affected by anything kay :D
Nomatter what happens, i'll be there :D
Lastly, we gotta work hard for our o's (:

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

9:24:00 PM

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

A maths test was screwed.
I seem to b screwing more and more things.
So much so that i'm getting pissed with myself.
For all carelessmistakes and stupidmistakes.
I swear for every such mistake i make in o levels, i'll starve for 1 meal >:/
Hmpffff, angry with myself.

Things are getting better.
But i can still feel something's wrong.
Just that i dont dare to ask.
):
Why isit that, nothing seems to be going right.
Why is it so.
Tell me what i must do, to make things better.

Maybe there's no time for regrets in life.
And there's no point in doing so.
Not at all.
Angeline, it's time to stop being naive and learn how to move ahead.
You're not supposed to turn back.
Not at all.
In life, there's no such thing called 'miracles'.
And let me tell you, what's gone is gone.
And things can never be like before.
No matter how hard you try,
It wont be the same again.
No point getting sad.
You know you deserve it.
And it's alright.
'cause maybe there's nothing wrong with life like that.
Even if there is,
You're not supposed to do anything.
Just let it be.
'cause you're sick of life like that.
Nothing's perfect in life.
And not all things go your way.
No point hoping for what,
You know will never happen.
Keep yourself numb.
And you'll soon forget all.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

8:52:00 PM

Monday, April 19, 2010

Something was amissed right from the start of the day.
Just that i failed to realised.
And i didnt know what was going on.
It was so sudden
That i didnt have time to react.
And the only thing i could do, was to cry with him.
I've never seen him that way.
Maybe once, 6 years back.
But if even i didnt have the power to make him like that.
Who's the fucking idiot that made him like that.
I swear i wont forgive him.
And i may not know the story.
But one day, i'll put all the bits and pieces together, and i'll tell you, i know why.
And it hurt a lot to see him like that.
And i never knew he was putting up this strong front before me.
And i feeling so guilty, for failing to realise.
You cried harder than the way i ever cried.
And i know, things aint as simple as what i thought.
But you dont know how much it hurts to realise,
You've been pretending you're alright,
Just to keep me going, just so i wont worry.
And im sorry, for never knowing.
And taking everything for granted.
I'm feeling terrible.
Really terrible.
And this crying wouldnt stop.
I'm not prepared for tomorrow.
Not in anyway.
And this crying to stop, before i get puffy eyes tmr.
~~I believe tomorrow will be better.~~
Maybe i'm just naive to think that way.
I'll stay strong, so must you.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

11:38:00 PM

Sunday, April 18, 2010

I've not studied for ss.
And i dont wanna F9 it again ):
I shall stdy from 9.30 pm onward till i finish what i need to do.
I dont know if there's any homework.
I only know i didnt do a shit.
I'm struggling hard with my studies.
And play seems like my priority.
Ok, whatever, i dont feel like blogging further.

I hope you can stop being sad and cheer up.
It feels like , i've never really seen you happy.
And i really want you to be happy very badly.
Yes, very badly.
Many people worry when you're sad , you know?
You've got so much more than many others.
You should be contented.
We all need you and dont want you to be like that.
It's just that you thought we didnt.
But you should cheer up.
Cause when you're sad, people around you will also be.
I dont know how to cheer you up.
Sorry.
I only know, i want to see you happy.
I wont cry over your words anymore.
'cause maybe there's no point in doing so anymore.
Sorry for pissing you off all the time.
Really sorry.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

8:34:00 PM

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Busy day !
Was late for tuition cause i missed all my buses and waited 15 minutes for the next one ):
Dad fetched me to dental thereafter.
Alvin followed :D
Went to Thomson plaza so i could get my stuffs from popular.
Then bought KFC home for dinner.
And her i am feeling guilty cause i havent touch my books for the whole of today ):
And my teeth is hurting from the rubberband-ing ):
So i'm trying to spend all my time sleeping to not feel it.
And i think i'm making no sense.
Whatever.
Bye, i'm out of this space.

Missing who i thought you were.
The one whom i didnt expect to hurt me this deep.
But, it's ok.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

9:37:00 PM

Friday, April 16, 2010

I'm here to tell the world that,
Till now, my results are greattttt ! :D
Thou it's only a few papers, but i aced it all except english.
I suck at english.
We all know that. ):
English speech writing : 18/30. (B4)
E maths : 22/25 (A1)
Physics : 22.5/25 (A1)
Mother tongue : 82/100 (a1)
The spoiler subject, as always , is geog.
I dont study for it, and i'm always getting D7, E8, F9 ):
Partly cause it's ismail teaching.
Someone who is so not interesting,
So argumentative,
With high ego,
Thinking she's always right,
And will never give in, DESPITE THE FACT THAT THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS SHE'S IN THE WRONG.
Loser-ish act, aint it?
And i think the awesome thing is that,
recently, me and jaekyung keep getting same marks for commom tests :D
Maths - same
Physics - Difference by half a mark.
And i like it.
'Cause his results is always good.
And i like it when we study maths together.
Cause apparently, he teaches me the questions i dont know,
And i teach him those that he dont know.
Cool, right?
I still remember us studying together for the physics test during Mrs ong's maths lesson :B
I hope mrs ong dont read this :xx
We only did it once, and it's just 15 minutes.
Plus, we finished our work before doing so :D
I think the QA we had before our test really helped and that was how we did it :D
We gotta all do well for o levels,4/3! <3

Joke of the day : shuhui thought that food can produce music :B

Something;s wrong today.
But i dont know what's wrong.
I cant fall asleep.
'Cause there's something bugging me.
But i dont know what, aint i cant get it out of my head.
I.NEED.HELP.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

6:53:00 PM

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Omg, this stupid thing happened!

SudieArguincuran@hotmail.com says:
hello
angeline says:
hello
SudieArguincuran@hotmail.com says:
hey cutie pie
angeline says:
HUH.
SudieArguincuran@hotmail.com says:
i'm 22/f your a male right?
angeline says:
Yeah.
SudieArguincuran@hotmail.com says:
nice, I just got off work and finally got some time to relax which site did i msg you from again?
angeline says:
What do you mean?
SudieArguincuran@hotmail.com says:
I am a little busy right now, i have some new pics that i'd like u to see, but i'd rather you see me on cam!!!
angeline says:
It's alright
SudieArguincuran@hotmail.com says:
do you cam? Well i don't do yahoo cam or any other cam because i have been recorded before... But i do know one site you can watch me on cam, that assures me no one records...
angeline says:
I dont cam
I think it's alright
SudieArguincuran@hotmail.com says:
I mean... Do you want to see me on my cam? IT'S A NEW SITE THAT IM ON, ITS AWESOME!!!
angeline says:
Yes, IM TRYING TO SAY IM NOT INTERESTED.
SudieArguincuran@hotmail.com says:
Ok go to http://www.freecamlink.net/a5yqc and click click accept on the left side
angeline says:
YOU FUCK OFF.

This is cool eh?
Red : sick ass.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

7:29:00 PM

2.4 NAPFA GIVES ME MORE STRESS THAN A COMMON TEST.
It's true ok, dont laugh :x
But my timing was alright for my standard. :D
I seriously lost count of the round :/
And the best thing was that i walked for 1.5 rounds ^^
Yay. ;D
Best 2.4 (:
But after that i got a really bad headache. ):
And it's still hurting now,
despite the fact that i ate panadols.
ANYWAY, THANKS ZP FOR THE PANADOL!!
Really needed it a lot lur.
This weather have been giving me a lotlotlot of headache ):
I dont like it.
Somehow i think i'll be down with high fever tonight.
Cause i stood under the rain for 5 minutes after NAPFA.
OH, THANKS PUIPUI'S DADDY FOR FETCHING ME HOME :DD
I'll make this post short cause i'm kind of hungry :x
Take care all, people.

What you said last night got me thinking.
And today, i tried to face reality.
And i know, i have to go.
That place dont belong to me.
I would miss it, but i would choose to leave.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

6:52:00 PM

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.
(Brenda)

Colour contacts or?
I seriously want it.
But on and off, there's so many people telling me the bad points.
And i'm kind of afraid.
Should i or should i not?

Eitherway, we pissed mrs ong off today :B
Cause we keep asking her stupid questions :x
HAHAHHA.

After maths remedial, went out with huiting, shuhui and dinosaur sis(huiting, make sure your sis reads this :D)
Went to cut fringe.
And yes, now it's kuku :x
Then we met mrs ong and miss lee.
Waited for them at the elevator,
She keep giving us her look. :B
I dont know how to explain.
But yes, her look :x
Then went to buy her birthday present :D
I think it's an awesome gift :x
And yeah, home-d.

A, you dont have to do so much for me.
At the end of the day, you wont get anything you know.
Yes, you're rich.
But so what?
I've never wanted to marry a rich guy.
Never.
And, you know, at the end of the day,
you aint getting anything from me.
Seriously, i mean it, nothing.
I dont need the most expensive gift.
I dont, not anything from you.
If i needed you, it'd have been long ago.
You dont know me, do you.
I'll tell you, imma BITCH.
Yes, a fcuking bitch.
You dont need someone like me.
Cause you deserve someone better.
I've got someone else on mind.
And even if, i dont like anyone right now,
It wouldnt be you.
And infact, never.
Take it as i'm pleasing you.
Stop contacting me.
Cause it's irritating.
Thanks for everything,
It's much appreciated.
But well, i'm starting to be afraid of you.
I've been avoiding you.
And i hope you get it.
LEAVE ME ALONE.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

8:51:00 PM

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

I swear i'm so super duper unhappy right now.
I have moodswings, so what.

First, biology test is just someting that's so effing irritating.
And it turns me off (sounds sick)
But whatever.
I didnt study meiosis.
And all i ever knew was that:
(a) homozygous dominant x homozygous recessive : all dominant traits.
(b) hetrozygous x hetrozygous : 3 dominant : 1 recessive.
(c) Homozygous x hetrozygous : 50% each.
But ohwell, i never really did well for bio.
But yes, i dont exactly consider using it as one of my r4.

Secondly, someone pissed me off.
Ok, that's the wrong way to phrase it.
I'm pissed after finding out that person effing lied so much.
To think i trusted you kay.
I dont know if i was stupid or what.
But well, now i know how much you've been hiding.
A'lil too much uh.
And i aint forgiving you for those lies.
Maybe i would.
But not now.

Thirdly, i'm vexed over some stuffs.

But well, aint gonna think so much.
What's done is done and i declare it over.
Aint going to get affected by those little insignificant things anymore.
They're just so not worthy.
Just gotta blame myself for being so stupid.
But, i wont anymore.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

10:19:00 PM

Monday, April 12, 2010

I declare that i'm 100% failing my geog test. :D
But dont worry guys, im not sad.
Cause i didnt study! :DD
The paper was 15 marks and i really had nothing to do so i just chose the 7 marks question to do.
And i wrote absolute nonsense (:
Say i'm coooooool! :B
Physics tmr.
Can't really afford to fail thou.
Traumatised by eoy`09's results :x
But i havent started preparing for MYE, Have you?
Tell me you havent ! :B
I just finish rushing out my discursive writing.
And im proud of myself cause i completed it in less than 20 minutes!
It may not be a good writing but i did try :D
Goodnight.
Dark circles got me paranoid.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

10:49:00 PM

Saturday, April 10, 2010

STEAMBOAT DINNER WITH PEEPO I ♥♥♥
It was awesome i guess.
For the fact that we havent been like that together for awhile.
I was still hapily sleeping till Cheecheng called.
Then Darren said he wanted to wear a vest and it looks weird.
And he kindly asked me to dress weirdly.
As a good good friend, i agreed :/
And so, i really dressed weirdly:x
And the worst thing was that,
I met people i knew :x
Had phototaking sesson thereafter.:D
But, photos aint that great :(
Oh well.
We shall meet up again sooon!

Guess what, i actually mixed up my dental appt.
It's next week, not today :/
Urgh.

I dont get why people leave numbers on facebook asking you to text them.
Neither do i get why perverts like to add people on MSN, telling them about some sick stuffs.
Dont they have better things to do?
Get a life man.

I must MUG.
I must become a MUGGER.
Thou i know it's pretty impossible.
'cause that's not me.
And i'm not Gary.
Hahahhas.
(Gary, come read this part :B)

Lots of tests up next week.
Monday - Geography.
(I dont know what chapter)
Tuesday - physics, biology.
Others, i forgot :x

Somehow, i'm still hoping like one day you'd tell me you still need me.
And i dont know why the hell im feeling like that.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

11:39:00 PM

Friday, April 9, 2010

I know you love me, and i dont hate you.
But hey, i aint some puppet or what for you to control my life and all.
I have my own life, my own attitude.
And i want my things to go my way.
I wont listen to others just because they think what im doing is wrong and i've got to folow their way.
I have a choice.
And my choice is to remain the way i am.
I know my attitude sucks.
I know it well.
And i know i've changed.
Im no longer the girl who does everything you want me to.
And im sorry for that.
Sorry for the tone i used on you.
And sorry for evrything i've done to hurt you.
But well, that's me.
And if you push me so hard,
I'll just leave and live on my own.
It's fine with me, seriously.
You dont know how much i wish to stay with JA and dont come back.
You dont know what's going on in my life.
And you're so not going to know what makes me sad.
But all you have to know is,
Im sorry for the attitude.
And im even more sorry that i cant change.
I love you thou.

I'm still missing you a lot.
But im not going to do anything about it.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

9:21:00 PM

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

I finished my 140 word touching story today.
That's all i did during AP.
Ohwell.
Asked qianyi to help me see if it's touching enough.
She and wenting both said that it's sad.
I'll share my story here.
Ok, before that, i'm not good at narratives.
That's why i'm always going for expository.
But please, keep your comments to yourself.
I dont need them.
Unless you truly mean me good.
You should get it that it's hell hard to write a touching story with 140 words!
If you can do it, let me know.
I admire you.
But if you aint capable of that, the dont pass comments.
Cause i can say it out loud,
THAT I AINT CAPAPBLE OF DOING SO.

Here goes the story.(Direct translate :B)
"Dad, where's mom" , Xiaoli asked softly. (Cause she didnt have the energy).
She didnt get any reply from her dad.
One week ago, xiaoli met with a car accident and it hit affected one of her eye.
It pains her mom to see her like that and the mom requested for her eye to be donated to xiaoli.
However, her mom never got to come out of the operating theatre alive.
Thereafter, the nurse told xiaoli and her dad that before her mom passed away,
She told her to tell them not to be sad over her death as she'd be loving them wherever she is.
She's sorry for not being able to do her part as a wife and a mom.
Although she's no longer here, her eye will always represent her as a part of you and she'll enjoy the world together with you, with that eye in you.

(The setting of my story is in Korea. So dont tell me it's illogical.)

Today's maths test wasnt exactly easy.
Thou they all told me it was.
Ok, maybe i'm dumb.
._.
I'm nolonger seating with Derek ):

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

7:56:00 PM

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Yay, i'm feeling better.
For today at least (:
Maybe it's cause of the rain.
My mood's much better with the rain around.
Somehow or somewhat like that luh.
Can't be bothered to explain.
Maybe cause i like the sound the rain makes when it touches the ground.
Or maybe cause it seems to bring all away along with it.
Doesnt matter. :DD
I've not done anything for the past three days.
And tancheecheng bluffed me about studying together.
When i brought books to her house,
she asked me to go see some volunteer sign up thing ._.
See la, cheecheng, if i fail, your bad!! :B
Speech writing test tmr.
I should work hard.
Cant afford to fail my english.

P.S I totally detests people who act.
Let me tell you, i look down on you.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

4:05:00 PM

Saturday, April 3, 2010

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AND I FUCKING DONT GET IT.
4 words say it all.
That's all that has been running through my mind.
You got to fuck off.
P.S I dont like facebook messages.
Including pests.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

10:11:00 PM

Friday, April 2, 2010

Quarrelled like mad with mom today.
Decided to stop talking so i went to bed right after we quarrelled.
And, i slept for 3 sweet hours :D
The only thing i did today,
Was the tuition homework for tomorrow :/
I feel so slack.
Keep telling myself,
Angeline needs to study.
But eventually,
I just keep sleeping, playing and all :/
Urgh, i don't like the way i procrastinate.
When i kNow that there's something impt for me ><
But well.
I ain't gonna care for now (:
Dad's so busy with work that he wont be able to fetch me tmr ):
And guess what, i dont know how to go home from there ._.

Stay strong, cousin (:

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

9:29:00 PM

“Fear is stronger than love. Trust nobody.”

Tricked Shuhui today?
The other plan failed cause the sticky pad wasnt sticky enough to stick on our uniform.
Class drama was alright.
But the endings were kinda abrupt.
But, guess the audience response was great.
But, why should i care, since it's not my class :B
ButBut, i suck at differentiation of trigo functions.
I dont know a shit.
I only know,
cos x = -sin x
sin x = cos x
tan x = sec(square) x
I screwed my English oral ):
Mine was like damn short :/
Rushed home and went for mrs lai's tuition.
Joked a lot (:
Kinda coooooool :B
Shuhui and i found a new toy :BB
Heh :x

I've been trying hard, dont you get it?
That i'm tired of running and chasing.
But after a hardcore crying last night.
I thought it through.
I aint going to remain like that.
Cause i dont see the point anymore.
Infact, i dont know what exactly do i still want.
When i see you,
I just feel like crying.
That's all.
I dont know why either.
But perhaps cause you've let me down too many times.
And this aint brin me anywhere.
I've got to let go.
Cause we all know,
There's no point holding on to something that's never meant to be yours.
Cause i wont ever be.
I dont know what's on your mind.
Maybe someone else.
But i'm going to let myself be jealous no more.
Infact, i wish i couldnt feel.

♥imperfections doesnt kill.

9:38:00 AM